smile on my face.

I have the BEST friends in the wholllllllllle world. like legit. They are the ones I turn to. This past year I have really become to notice who is there, and who is not. Dont get me wrong, i have other friends. But none like these people. Hannah Jones, Sydney Walker(not pictured), Leah Haygood(not pictured), Emily Fletcher, Taylor Kite, Megan Sheppard, Ripken Gorman and of course, Jake Allen. I dont know where I would be without these people. I have learned to trust each and everyone of them no matter what. Over the next 3 years of high school, i know these people will stick around NO matter what. i love y'all!

wishes times 15

i wish i lived somewhere else.
i wish i could marry Josh Duhamel.
i wish i could go to a school i want to be at.
i wish i didnt have braces.
i wish people didnt judge as much as they do.
i wish i havent done things ive done.
i wish i could take back my past.
i wish i could pause a time where i'm happy, and replay it over, and over again.
i wish i wasnt all talk.
i wish people would actually care.
i wish i wasnt so open about somethings.
i wish i was prettier.
i wish i didnt get attached to things like i do.
i wish i didnt spend as much time doing nothing, when i could be doing something.

                                               i wish i didnt wish as much as i do.

what my hears want.

lately, i have become even more obsessed with music. I have always had a liking for it, but now its like i cant stand not to have a song stuck in my head. (a good one of course) Today, E.T. by katy perry got to be the lucky one. yesterday, was I Want It That Way by the Backstreet Boys. & that is ok with me! but i usually find myself singing it, thats not always good for other people. i couldnt sing you anything decent to save my life.I wish i could sing though. just to burst out in song and actually sound like you know what your doing would be awesome. Since my life is high school musical.. i guess it could happen! If you know me good enough.. you know i am in love with Justin Bieber. and i am. but his songs all sound the same now. no offense.. i mean that is a good thing because his songs are great. But they all say baby a bizillion times. daaaawww. what ever floats his boat. thats all for nowww!

the nothingness post.

ok. i take my last facebook status back. i HATE getting my eyes dialated. it sucks. majorly. i couldnt see a thing. and last time i checked, you should probably WANT to see things. anyways, done whinning for the day. valentines day was yesterday. and the first time in years i have NOT had a single awareness day! yayyy! :) i had a great day yesterday. minus the locked in the bathroom and getting soaking wet by the toilet.. but hey. stuff happens. i dont know the point of this blog. One thing i know is how happy i am that i remembered my password! so thats why i havemt posted in a while.. not like anyone missed anything. but now it will be stuck in my head and i shall NOT forrget it. :)