living just to be sane.

Don't you hate it when you feel something but you are to scared to really get involved because if you do, you might loose it in an instant? yeah, me too. I am scared of having one good day and then the next day it goes back to the normal, everyday, horrible high school life. It's almost like I believe in "luck" but I sure don't. I sometimes think that I cant have a whole week of good days because that's not how it works. I have to have a couple bad days that ruin it all. This past week something has happened and I am try to hold on to it for as long as possible without letting go and hoping for the best.